What I Wanted and What I Want Is What I Refused to Be and What I Can't Have

After exhausting every search and every route, I know at last that you're alive, that you endured hell, that you're not the same woman you were, which is at once for the better and unfortunate, that you remain the most perfectly flawed and flawlessly perfect person I've ever met, ever touched and been touched by, and with whom I've ever connected and loved.

After exhausting every possibility and every reality, I know now as I did before that I'm also alive, having endured so much, and that you are the same woman you were, as desirable yet unattainable, which is at once for the better and unfortunate, and that you will remain the most perfectly flawed and flawlessly perfect person I've ever met, ever touched and been touched by, and with whom I've ever connected and loved.

(Never give those who seek to possess you the power; you're better than that.
Never give me who sought to be yours the hope; I'm better than that.)

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